time to go home.
June 24th, 2009In one week I will be on a plane. In one week and a few hours I will be home.
Waiting bothers me; I’d rather be home NOW than have to figure out what my “last sights to see” are until THEN. Plus I have an exam on Friday. Can I truly allow myself to see a few last things before my last exam on Friday? Shouldn’t I be chained to my desk and studiously studying? (Right. Like that’ll ever happen.) What about worrying about getting to the airport (which is in Berlin, and I and all of my things are in Vienna)? Or worrying about never seeing my favorite boutique Orsay ever again? Or worrying about hanging out with my friends here—really, my family after six months.
I am going to miss them.
Originally this site came about from close friends wanting to hear about my adventures while abroad. I thought I’d be able to keep up with it, but obviously, I was wrong. I’ve taken too many pictures and had too many adventures, and, well, aren’t these the kind of stories best told on a frighteningly cold winter day next to a warm fire over coffee or tea? Not to mention that none of the college friends that begged me to be kept updated even knows this exists, despite my trying to let them know.
Yesterday, after trying to figure out what to write about next, I came to this decision. I’m going to do what I want to do. In September, I realized I wanted to have a scrapbook of all the pictures and all the adventures. All the things that are personal and that I want to share with my friends and family, not with the entire Internet. This is what I wanted to do, not what everyone else wanted. I wanted something more tangible than a web page. I wanted something I could hold onto. I want the narrative next to the pictures, and I want the display to be part of the story.
I also want to tell my friends my stories face-to-face. Because one thing I learned so far away from home is that Internet interaction just can’t relate to face-to-face interaction.
So abroad is over. Sara, I’ll tell you some of my stories this summer. Becky, I’m sure you’ll get a chance to hear more, too. My family will hear everything I can stand to share, and my college friends will get their chance to hear how I’ve changed. Hopefully for the better.



















